Wow. I find it hard to believe that it’s possible to feel like this. Listening to Labi Siffre at the moment, singing about how there’s ‘Something Inside So Strong‘. I’m trying to believe it, but it’s moulded around a waterfall of anti-Easter feeling. I don’t want to forget, but nor do I want to feel paralysed by it every year.
I suppose it’s just a case of learning to accept that Easter will always be, whether I want it to or not, and it will always be the anniversary. Because I love her, I feel this discomfort. I know there are many other things than music and origami that I can use to help me get through this, and I intend to continue to write about it here, but I’d really like to know:
What are the ways you use for dealing with anniversaries? Are there things that have helped or hindered you in the process of doing so? Please feel free to share in the comments.