I have to admit that whilst I’ve been lazy about posting here, it’s never left my thoughts. What with the first anniversary of Kim’s death coming up on Sunday, I’m thinking about the issues surrounding this particular type of loss and grief more than ever.
Doesn’t really help that I received photos yesterday via email of the cemetery where Kim is buried. I know it was done with the best of intentions, but it wasn’t something I needed right now. I know that in the future I might have felt differently about it, but I can’t help the way I feel right now, and I’m still dealing with some residual anger over it.
I’ll climb through it, though, then I can face Sunday and see what it brings. I’ve mostly decided to ignore it, but somehow I don’t think my heart will let that happen.
Wishing you all peace on your journeys,