Monthly Archives: February 2011

Late night realisations…

More than anything at the moment, I dearly wish I could lean on faith, but I’m still not sure. I have been certain in the past that there was a God out there somewhere, watching over us, who had watched … Continue reading

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“The song becomes the prayer”- writing over at trauma2art.com

I wish to share an article I wrote which was recently published by Lauren Muscarella on http://trauma2art.com http://trauma2art.com/2011/02/24/the-song-becomes-the-prayer-commemorating-a-dear-friend-with-music/ I hope that it may help you find the right way for you to deal with your loss.

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Where is He in all this?

Grief has pretty much decimated my faith. I’ve gone from being somebody who really did believe, to somebody who isn’t sure, and quite frankly finds it difficult to care whether there’s a God or not. The odd thing is, although … Continue reading

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Haze

  Two days, and it’s a month since I found out. I guess I really ought to have another session of dealing with emails, but I’d rather leave it. At the minute, the thought fills me with dread, and I’m … Continue reading

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The ache…

Sometimes it’s so intense that I can’t speak. Other times I can get a few words out around it…all of the time, it’s there. I don’t know how long it’s going to last, but I hope it passes soon. This … Continue reading

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Void

This is Hell. I wasn’t sure that place existed ’til I came here again. I wish I felt something other than the pain in my chest. C.S. Lewis had it right ‘at times it feels like being mildly drunk.’ I … Continue reading

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‘Someone’s Said It Better’ – a song for Kim.

Yesterday, I sat and wrote these words. Someone’s Said It Better I don’t fear for tomorrow In the same old way I plan for my next moment And getting through the day Someone’s said it better Than I ever could … Continue reading

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