Is this even logically possible? The other side of Christmas, and I’ve had a really good week…again ‘good’ here means I haven’t really thought about Chris at all in a positive, or negative way.
(Is that good? I never considered how one is supposed to define it in terms of thinking or not thinking about the person who has passed.) I always thought it was good if I was able to think about her for some stretch of time without chest pain. That seems to be the sign that I’ve over thought things. If I notice that I’m in pain, I immediately try to divert the thoughts. Don’t know that that’s the way to deal with it, but works for me. Three and a half years out, I don’t know exactly how things should work. Suggestions appreciated.