Monthly Archives: February 2011

Late night realisations…

Posted on February 28, 2011 by

More than anything at the moment, I dearly wish I could lean on faith, but I’m still not sure. I have been certain in the past that there was a God out there somewhere, watching over us, who had watched … Continue reading →

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“The song becomes the prayer”- writing over at trauma2art.com

Posted on February 25, 2011 by

I wish to share an article I wrote which was recently published by Lauren Muscarella on http://trauma2art.com http://trauma2art.com/2011/02/24/the-song-becomes-the-prayer-commemorating-a-dear-friend-with-music/ I hope that it may help you find the right way for you to deal with your loss.

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Where is He in all this?

Posted on February 23, 2011 by

Grief has pretty much decimated my faith. I’ve gone from being somebody who really did believe, to somebody who isn’t sure, and quite frankly finds it difficult to care whether there’s a God or not. The odd thing is, although … Continue reading →

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Haze

Posted on February 20, 2011 by

  Two days, and it’s a month since I found out. I guess I really ought to have another session of dealing with emails, but I’d rather leave it. At the minute, the thought fills me with dread, and I’m … Continue reading →

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The ache…

Posted on February 18, 2011 by

Sometimes it’s so intense that I can’t speak. Other times I can get a few words out around it…all of the time, it’s there. I don’t know how long it’s going to last, but I hope it passes soon. This … Continue reading →

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Void

Posted on February 13, 2011 by

This is Hell. I wasn’t sure that place existed ’til I came here again. I wish I felt something other than the pain in my chest. C.S. Lewis had it right ‘at times it feels like being mildly drunk.’ I … Continue reading →

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‘Someone’s Said It Better’ – a song for Kim.

Posted on February 9, 2011 by

Yesterday, I sat and wrote these words. Someone’s Said It Better I don’t fear for tomorrow In the same old way I plan for my next moment And getting through the day Someone’s said it better Than I ever could … Continue reading →

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One foot in front of the other…repeat

Posted on February 4, 2011 by

The title of this post sums up what I’m trying to do on a daily basis at the moment. It’s a necessity of being human, but it’s a chore when my mind and indeed my heart are elsewhere. I can … Continue reading →

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